Monthly Archives February 2019
the nature of suffering is attachment to things you cannot have.
Letting go is …freeing..Read More
loving her is like coming home…
I feel like I have to be more authentic… than ever before.
but I’ve changed. I spent years reading about polyamory. I know about Compersion. I know about… all of it. I read about mudita, I read about buddhism. I read about attachment. I read about love without attachment. I tried to understand. I sought enlightenment.
It’s… I want that. I never understood back then. I never…
But as time goes on I’ve realized I want unconditional love so to get it you have to give it especially since most people have never felt it from anyone but their mother’s.
… and even that, you’re their child. that’s a condition.
but never the less… I have to detach from circumstance, it makes it…more freeing. less painful.
I harbor no ill will towards any of my for...Read More
So far I’m doing much better.Read More
To those of you who don’t know I got in a fight with a Feminist because I misspoke about something or misstyped my true feelings and this miscommunication lead to a ton of unwanted negative attention against me from people who were ordinarily allies of mine who didn’t realize we were on the same side.
I had written something about abused women that made it seem like I was more concerned with the fact that I was having trouble getting a date and yet they were dating abusive men than I was with the fact that they were being abused and that’s not actually true.
But it pissed people off.
In short my feelings about battered women are that it’s more important that they get help than my romantic impulses be satisfied and honestly if you see any frustration on my part just understand that...Read More