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Did I mention that I hate purity culture?  My feelings about Rape evolved in the light of understanding how Sexual trauma could change sexual fetishes and turn a victim into either hypersexual and favoring rough sex to essentially  sex negative and bombing out on the whole process and viewing things through that lens began to realize Sexual traumatization was  pulling even unaffected parties in when they realized their partners were going to  have to face this eventually with them and that i was part of all of it. whats when I realized rape fucks over the entire community the same way murder does. here’s the problem though. The christians act as if sexual repression is the cure for the malady. Not the eyes i see it through. See to me Sexual shame is all linked in and part of the traumaization process. As David Cross points out HERE:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nH0qIPyn2Q he says he doesn’t understand racism, it’s not an innate quality and that no child’s first words are “The jews have all the money” they have to be taught that. here’s the thing,  No child is born into this world with feelings of guilt for being turned on by the body of a naked woman or attracted to the female form they have to be taught that and where do they learn it but in church. Sexual Shame is  Form of Sexual Trauma, and Jesus  taught us it And that’s why I hate christianity and embraced evolution because quiet frankly if it’s true there can be no original sin no fall from grace and thus even if jesus did die for our sins it couldn’t possibly be anything more that a delusion on his part because to puti t mildly if evolution is true perfection can’t evolve so that state of grace  we supposedly “lost” in the fall is something as humans we’ve never  had, we’ve ALWAYS been flawed and always will be. there was no “fall into sin” because all the things they call “sin” are things we emerged out of the primordial slime with that particular nature. in  other words we were born that way and cannot lose grace we never had to begin with. Jesus’s  blood doesn’t do shit because we can’t be saved from a fall from grace that we never went through because we can’t fall from a state of perfection we never possessed in the first place. Meaning that there is no “sin.” there can’t be anything to wash in the blood of jesus to begin with because  we never fell from grace we were ALWAYS fucked up.

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Sugar Comrade ‏@IsmeeErin

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I wish we could start a hashtag like #IWasProblematic and just admit that we all were and support each other and move forward.

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getting REAL tired of being scapegoated round these parts.

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Ted Cruz says Planned Parenthood terrorist was ‘transgendered leftist activist’

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Ted Cruz says Planned Parenthood terrorist was ‘transgendered leftist activist’

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Amber  Mae Blackwood • 2 years ago
I really don’t understand how you can refer to yourself as an “older Juggalette.” You’re 23 years old. I’m in my 30s and ICP was around when I was in high school.
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pyrophilia  Amber • in a few seconds
I’m 29 and they were a thing when I was in middle school. I still remember my juggalo friend. He used to come over and commander every single one of my record players and switch it over to his trashy ICP CDS. I do find “fuck all 52 states.” to be amusing as a political junkie who is quiet obsessed with civics though.

That dude commandeered my boombox for his shitty taste took over everything switched it over to it as a “proud southerner” had no respect for anything that wasn’t arbitrarily mas...

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last one I knew couldn’t keep his hands to him fucking self and dragged my reputation down because I wasn’t aware enough back then when he started groping a girl who was resisting that I would be EXPECTED to say something instead of letting her fend for herself.

I was oblivious in some respects.

I have regrets.  Especially about what happened with Cara her friends and various things in Florida.

I would do things differently. Although I’d still be aiming to end up with the Woman i’m presently with. I’m not upset with the outcome 

I’m upset that I still feel guilty and can’t shake it.  I don’t think I can ever apologize to Desiree or such deeply enough to convey like just how passionately sincerely I mean it.  words fail.

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I Bred With A Juggalo

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<- Does not like Juggalos.  First actual Dislike.

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